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I'm stumbling, I can't see straight / And it's my fault I got this way / I got my hands on something great / And found a way to mess it up / I did my best, I tried to change / But it's just in my DNA / I got my hands on something great / And found a way to fuck it up again // Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate more / But you're the one thing that I would die for // All my life I was told I was never nothing special / I don't need to be reminded of it every other second / 'Specially when all my self-esteem's / Already shot to hell, I'm falling helplessly / I'm embarassed, I don't want no one else to see / 'cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me / Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help that she / Makes me feel like I've died and gone to heaven / But makes life a living hell for me / She does that thing with her lip, now she's melting me / I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger / A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle / Until something better comes along / And she'll just drop me like a hot potato / I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though / 'Cause I know she loves me - my friends, what do they know? // It's like I'm drowning at sea / Hoping that you reach for me / I know you're there, but I can't see / 'Cause I'm do drunk of tragic endings / I'm dying to breathe / And all you do is strangle me / Such a beautiful relief / 'cause I'm so drunk of tragic endings / (Drunk of tragic endings) // In my moments of weakness / I openly admit the shit I wouldn't normally / I'm extremely self-conscious and enormously / Insecure and she uses it to torture when she torments me / It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she / gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer / When I found her it was love at first encounter / Plus, somehow she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter / Cracked them and placed all the shells on the ground for / Me to walk on when I'm around her / But there's just something about her / That makes me not able to function without her / How can I get out of it when I don't know how to? / I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a believer out of me / And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain / 'Cause I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning // It's like I'm drowning at sea / Hoping that you reach for me / I know you're there, but I can't see / 'Cause I'm do drunk of tragic endings / I'm dying to breathe / And all you do is strangle me / Such a beautiful relief / 'cause I'm so drunk of tragic endings / (Drunk of tragic endings) // Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate more / But you're the one thing that I would die for // It took a while for me to get it, but I think I figured it out / She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else / The idea of seeing me happy destroys her in itself / To see me falling to pieces brings her joy and brings her hell / But it annoys her to see me get the strength to say "Screw her" / I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her / She's tryna block the door / so here's how I do her / Since I'm manure, She's a sewer / And this time this piece of shit's running through her / I can see the light, now I'm running to it / What the fuck? Shoulda knew it! / Who would you think she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid / She's standing there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it / Lit the fucking thing on fire, then she threw it // It's like I'm drowning at sea / Hoping that you reach for me / I know you're there, but I can't see / 'Cause I'm do drunk of tragic endings / I'm dying to breathe / And all you do is strangle me / Such a beautiful relief / 'cause I'm so drunk of tragic endings / (Drunk of tragic endings). - Eminem feat. Skylar Grey, Tragic Endings